So, I am very stressed. I think that has been pretty obvious in some of my previous posts. I am swamped with work and yet no matter how much I think I accomplish, there is still a big pile of work waiting to be done. I've had emotional breakdowns these past two days. One was to my dad, who reminded me that I'm not superwoman and I need to prioritize everything I do. He reminded my I'm only human and life is too short for me to worry about how things will end up. Today, when I thought that I was doing great I had another meltdown in my voice lesson. Thank God that my voice teacher is a wonderful man who sat me down with a box of tissues and reminded me to breath. Needless to say, I am not in the Christmas spirit at all. I just want that warm and feeling to overcome me. I want to be excited for Santa Claus, 25 Days of Christmas on ABC Family, sipping hot cocoa, looking at Christmas lights and church on Christmas Eve. I want it to snow (surprisingly). I want to relax and sleep all day and snuggle in my warm bed at home. I love Christmas time, it's my favorite time of the year. But, as of right now, I can't focus on being happy. I just have to work, work, work like a little elf to get everything done. I pray that God gives me the strength, patience and foresight to know that my semester will end up ok. I wonder if Santa's elves feel this way the few weeks before Christmas?
Lauren
food for thought: "Christmas is a time when you get homesick - even when you're home." -Carol Nelson
woah, that's neat: www.google.com << Ok, I know, pretty generic. But seriously, Google is amazing. Their email, their calendars... their applications. I'm seriously so obsessed with Google and all the cool things they do.
Dead week should be called hell week. I too have had some pretty bad emotional break downs the past 2 weeks. Only 3 more days, we can do it!
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